[I tried to chill, but ... ]

We said monday blues. We said PMS. Anything to make a reason of why are you not feeling high eventhough you've sniffed galoons of glues on monday . Has it ever occured to you, though ? Maybe you're just tired. & it is okay to be tired eventhough you did not do anything much the day before. It's crazy knowing how people can look for thousand reasons just to answer one out-of-formality question that eveybody knows what's the answer to that, and what's ironic is, the answer is never that one that everyone knows of. & that piss everyone off. Because I'd rather you say that you think you're some big shot instead of turning the table saying it's because of us. ish. what the hell.

Anyhoo, I had my very first test in poly, today. & I believe I could say that; I'm going to flunk it. shrugs. I'm in rock climbing. like finally, I am. There's camp next week, 3 days two night. It'll be fun to go, because I bet there'll be lots of hunks. The guy was cute, & I'm hoping to see more. Laugh on the ground, roll, and keep on laughing.

[ Have I told you lately that I love you ? ]

So, today was well-spent. I finally am done with my law notes! Man, I'm the next big thing. puke. Napped for two hours & off I went to meet the girls at europe for dinner.

SP is not so much of some thing to be proud of, in terms of fun. We don't have loud fantastically fun cheers. oh, what am I talking about, we don't have cheers at all. The only shoutout we have is " 1A01 OIII " & sure, all my comrades would shout OI back. Our year twos are ain't no hardcore from the acute angle I've been looking from. Well, probably in design school there are, I have yet to see them around breathing. Eventhough so, we're nominated as the one poly with the best foodcourt. How could we not be ? We have pizza hut, mcd & kfc. & other 5 foodcourts with affordable prices for the damned good food. && TP might have the hottest guys in the school, but so people say, Sp has chicks. Eventhough they are in tad short short jeans & shirt. & I have the best buddy I could ever ask for; nisa. Break is always always so fun with syamil and aidil. & class? let's not get started how it could be so damned boring with all the stupid slides we could get online, yet could be very interesting & happening at some points.

I'm sad that me & adilah couldn't be in the same school. I'm even sadder that my SP is ain't no kick compared to her TP. But it's all well & good, because I'm insanely happy that Dionne is happy with her super mega-fun college & Hailey is happy with her institute & Adilah is happy with her kick-ass campus. We might be in different corners, but we're happy that each other's happy. so, what matters? I love you babes (:

[ It's friday, let's kick it ]

[ they got their fingers on the trigger ]

HEY HO! First presentation was over like fuuuh! Dang, I was so nervous I could not even remember what I said, and I was shaking. Even until the first 30 mins of break! I been feeling tired when I reached home these days. How could I not? I'd reach home at 7 when school ends at five, plus the damned long bus ride is so dready. This is a sign that I should take MRT concession ! Anyhoo, finally I'm done with my first chap law notes! & I'm going to meet sweet tomorrow! &&&& I'm going to wear the dress that was bought initially for Hailey's birthday party, but, oh well. What is plan B when planA doesn't exist?grin. Almost all the girls dressed presentably today! Super cool !

School is fun fun fun. It's all in your mind, y'know. The real condition might not be what you think it is,but hey, who cares. Your life, your perspective, aye? Think positively, think on the bright side. I'm surviving. I'm laughing hard every day. shuang bo! grin.

[ Here's a real gangsta right here, you fake ]

I'm really extremely feeling ultra happy and bubbly, right now. I laugh at the slightest natural thing that could happen. Even when syamil say that I get freakier by each day, or when kelvin called me minah rep, or by anything that nisa did, today. MAN! I even am laughing while rushing my project to meet the deadline ( cheyyy!). This is crazy, I'm becoming like adilah. NO GOOD AH SEYYY! hahahahaha. okay! that's all!

&&& YOU LOOOK LIKE SHIT LAH SEYYYY! YOU ARE A SHIT! HAHAHAHAHA

[ Got me feeling like a child, now ]

14 April 08
First day of studying, & already, school ended at five. Went to school with khidir & fashli. Even managed to bump to Hailey in serangoon mrt. We studied about ventilation and 4 straight hours of IT with mr super-duper bucky was ain't no fun. Except the times that I played games on yahoo. The car racing was super thrilling that I was actually jerking out my shoulders and stuffs and managed to change to wikipedia on times when lecturer approaching. &then, went to NUH. Was going to break down after much complication, but brother was so sweet I almost cried not because of my uncle, but because of what he'd done. Went home with sweet after that & hit the sack as fast as I could.

15th April
Cabbed to NUH, first thing first in the morning. Left my maid there & then cabbed to school. Good thing I bathed the night before I hit the bed, because I woke up late & hence had no time to bathe. So, clipped up my fringe & off I go. Had character development in the afternoon & law in the morning. One of the second year students is going to join us for character development because he skipped it the whole entire year. I made the whole class called him matilda & made my teacher thought takoyaki boys was the original singer for tokyo drift. Off to NUH again, after that. Met Ko Douglas. He kept mumbling to me while playing his psp. Misery, I'm telling you. Oh well.

16th april
Cabbed to NUH in the morning with aunt and ko douglas.Dang, the traffic was heavy. The whole class set to wear black, today. Bumped to seeteng in the cafeteria. Had building materials application, & mr koh is the coolest lecturer I've found so far. My slipper's strap snapped in the midday, leaving me no choice but to walk barefooted around the school until afternoon class's over. The boys suggested I double-sided taped my foot to the top of my slipper, another said to wrap plastic bags around my feet. Pink-cheek boy lent me his stapler and scotch tape. Went to one of the workshop & asked a teacher to help me fix my strap. Met meme after that to take care of our 2nd language stuff. Nisa, aidil & emerlia left & I chilled with meme at mcd till 5 strikes, talking mostly about nothing significant. Met hailey ate europe after that, and off we go to home.

17th april
Janet's birthday. Cabbed to NUH, again, & to school after that. Nisa was laughing because I promised not to take taxi no more but I showed up front of the girls who were waiting from a cab. Wore white and khaki today because meeting sweet later on in the afternoon & I knew he's going to ear the same color. Yes, he's that predictable. Went to watch street kings & had my first experience on sakae sushi buffet. Damn cool, can. Bought stationeries & off to home, we go. Sweet left at ten & then not long after, whole bunch of relatives came. Watched see no evil with ko chris & ko douglas. asked ko douglas to repair my comp but all he did was connect it to somebody Else's Internet.

18th april
wanted to skip today, but aunt forced me to go. So I was late for an hour, but the lecturer didn't say anything much. We even had early dismissal at 11. Like what the hell. Went to library to do law project with nisa. Syamil came a while before we went home. Law sounds damn cool lah. Bumped to joanne on the way home (!!) but had to talk faster because nisa was late. Went to thiong bahru & home sweet home I am, now.

Basically school went form okay to better as each days passed by. Spent lunch time mostly with aidil and nisa.Couldn't help but to laugh besides aidil. Classmates are cool, too! If you think your life is fun, now. You think again. I prolly have more than you do at this stage. smile.

[ this is the life ]

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I just had what seemingly to be nearly 4 bowls of rice &&&&&& 4 fried chickens!
Shout who's the sucker, now, you ho' !

[ Where my niggas at ? ]

Hello sheepheads! It had been a long, tiring, exciting week. School had been really funny. Sure, it does not look interesting but maybe it'll get better. Everyone needs time to adjust to the surrounding, doesn't us? smile. Besides, I have nisa around, so I guess, it'd be just fine and cool. Carrying laptop around isn't what I thought it would be. It's so heavy, it's almost the same as hitting the gym to tone my arms. Well. Orientation; flag day; self-certification - all done. Here comes the studying! Can't wait, can't wa-fucking-it. & the thought of having to take poly days to be my dressed-up days, I'm thrilled. Finally, I have the chance to wear all my ducked-behind-the-closet clothes ! Screw you suckas, I'm going to rock this whether or not you do. I'm setting the bar up, my darlings. smirk.

Met baby girlfriends, too! AWWWWWWW. It's so nice to meet the three of them. Went shopping! & cotton on was having sales ! & city plaza rocked as a place with the cheapest cutest shoes! I'm going to clean my closet later! All in all! This week was cool!

&& I can't wait to buy my damned nice camera! I'm willing to spend $500 on it! Because I'm sick of cheap cameras that get burnt easily with unclear photgraphs! ohhhh. I can't even wait to work during semester breaks!

[ This is not a drama]

I went back and fro serangoon mcd to hawker centre just because I felt like walking around in my shorts and my SP orientation shirt. New classmates are different from previous, but, we'll manage, I guess. Hopefully. Ran around school for some sort of race that we didn't win, but who cares, right? I got to exercise plus to bond. I swear faces in DPFM could bore me to death. Majority are girls, damn it. Anyhoo, I hope days that are ahead would be fine. Lessons starting next week. & I'm so joining rock climbing.

Flag day is tomorrow. & then off to vivo for sushi, hopefully. Self-certificating on friday. City plaza/ haji lane on saturday. Chruch on sunday. & we'll be back to school. I guess it's up to me to make school a better place that worth 1.5 hour of sitting on a bus. yeah. I'll do you right (:

[ hold me lightly, let go lightly ]

So! School's going to start tomorrow! MY GOSH! & I haven't get my laptop done, but I guess I'm not the only one. haha. So last day was meaningful. With or without corrinne, I broke a glass. & I spent an hour trying to talk shauns round into giving me my paycheck with my damned good acting. & last-time tables setting-up with other colleagues in our homeclothes. It felt so together. I'm gonna miss that so, but hey, life goes on. It couldn't be that bad. Besides, at least, I went out with 6 boys & spent money on some great food. Something that I do once in 6 months.It was great. Hogs breath's great. smile. I have untouchable half a k in my posb account! & all that from my own damned sweat! How cool is life. This feels so good. I've tidied the house today, & I even managed to conquer my own ego and got up of bed and went to church!

You did all those for me. You made my life way easier done than said. I appreciate it. Can I fall for you? Because the last time I checked, we're only at the I like you, too stage.